Friday, 28 November 2014

little things makes you happy

That what my mum said when I was teenager and I didn't really take notice of it. Older I get more I agree. Last 5 years what I am in UK I learnt to appreciate simple stuff. When you are at strange place, with ppl who you don't really understand ( I had very basic English ) its hard to feel positive. First two weeks were nightmare. I remember I was at Tesco one day and lady behind that counter was really patience and helped me with smile and generally looks like she was happy to help. It was massive change for me.
I started appreciate things what was free and cost nothing. Like smile, nice behavior, and who ever tells me English ppl are boring I just shake my head. As they are not. They offer so much and strangely don't want anything in return. They were kind enough to accept me and help me. I cannot imagine better place for living as here. I love everything about it, but mainly people. Smile and being polite does not cost a penny but can make such a different in someone live. Trust me I know.

Of course I like to buy nice things but I know its just stuff. I have amazing friends here, who are like my second family. I met my boyfriend who was patience enough to help me with my English ( even if he saying he prefer time when I cannot win a argument ;) )

but mainly I am so blessed with what I have. I have amazing life...not saying perfect, nothing is. Plus perfect would be boring. I learning from my mistakes and I know if I have really shitty day ... tomorrow will be different.
Only thing what I do miss a lot is my family. I know my mum and dad are happy I am here and that I am happy.... but times like Christmas are difficult for me. Bitter sweet feelings.
Sooo If I make grammar mistakes and sometimes blabber about silly stuff, please forgive me. I learn every day and trying to be always better version of myself.

  loads of love 
Xxx Kat xxX

Thursday, 27 November 2014


I don't know how rest of you, but November is month when I am really not in mood. First of all I have bday ( and getting older is not fun from age 25) secondary getting stroppy about xmas and presents. In few days I have to go to do my xmas tree looks like broom. So for once I will have xmas tree up by start of December.

But good points- I do love Christmas decoration, lights everywhere, candles and all festive stuff. Think mine will be up by this Sunday :) I will post some pics later on. But I am sure most of the bloggers will have same idea. Not saying my is special but I like it :)

Question is :ITS TOO EARLY TO FEEL FESTIVE? Thinking i have to look like idiot to slowly doing decor and everything for xmas. But come on...primark section for xmas is adorable. I have already like 3 sets of pjs, candles, some lights and another stuff. Still in bad next to my make up table.

Another thing...why they keep playing 10 Christmas songs in radio? I am sure we have many of them out there, but they choose just few selected ones and I getting really quickly annoyed by them. I know its hits etc but mix them up a little its a good idea no?

Don't take me wrong I do love xmas, I love that smell of food, mulled wine, watching xmas movies and all that. I am just feeling that I am only one who stress a little ;) But shopping for my other half is a nightmare. as his answer for everything is ,, its up to you babe,, or ,,surprise me,, what I hate most :) I will think about something like every year. Least my family give me wish list... I do always buy some little bits and bobs on site but main presents I know its something what they want :)

If anyone having idea for nice decorations and where to go please let me know

                                                            load of love
                                                           Xxx Kat xxX

Monday, 17 November 2014

I am not patience...

I have been in ikea recently. I love that place. Seriously i could spend hours there :) well usually I do as its no way I leaving without checking everything..and I mean everything ;)that's a fun bit-shopping. 
After coming part with getting home and building stuff. That's where I getting angry :) especially Ikea love theirs manuals. Last time I was building wardrobe I was really stroppy and childish :) ikea manuals are like instructions for ,,how to build something what is not possible to built,, they have loads of screws with description A,B,C etc and they look same ;) 
Well what I mean is I am not good in waiting or do stuff what are not easy to do. Every member of my family is so calm and easy with all this stuff. When I do it those particular pieces flying from window :) on other hand I am way too stubborn to ask for help :D so it's magic circle ;)
And sentences like chill out makes me more stroppy :) my other half learn to leave me alone when I do those particular stuff.. But again even when he offer he will do it I will not let him as I want to build it. With saying if this woman from my work done it-I will do it...And after hour or so screws flying from window or stairs and i going like idiot to pick them up :) I am not easy to live with if I think about it ;)
But i love that place.. Seriously I do. It's good thing that I don't have ikea close. Traveling hour is good distance for my bank account :) planning to go there before Xmas once again. When I stop complaining about this time and how I had to build something;)
                        Loads of love 
                         Xxx Kat xxX

Wednesday, 12 November 2014

SOMETIMES I want to kill my other half...

No seriously, what is wrong with guys? Theirs brains its not working how they should?Or I didn't cracked that mysterious code for theirs language?  Specifically my other half ( don't want to say better half )... time to time I think I live with teenager or even kid. Conversation about any serious topics are pain. He got stroppy, offensive and take everything what I say in wrong way.
Its so frustrating..usually I have to sort everything out anyways. He will be happy in the living room playing xbox.

When I ask him to do something.. I get answers ,,I was working all day, seriously? can we leave it when we are off?,,    and when he is off answer is ,, its my day off, come on,,
so what is left? holidays? 

Its just me who finds those creatures highly annoying sometimes? around me all girls are soooo positives, never moan about theirs bf or husband. All ideal...its some secret institutions where they sending theirs partners?? if yes give me address asap 

as in my relationship I wanna shake him sometimes! Its like tea bags.... English ppl just love their tea-fair enough. But I keep finding them around all kitchen just not in the bin. 
I working same amount of hours well maybe pattern of woman taking care of the house its not really great. Like equal partners its sharing..what is pain to explain. As word hoover is like swearing word.

I have to keep him some points, he cooking often, and clean kitchen ( accept those bloody tea bags) and if I ask he will do it. But do I have to ask every time?

Recently we went to visit lost and he was refusing to ask for direction. :D 

Yeah I guess its pretty clear I am little bit mad on my other half atm..but hey who is not ( obviously not my work colleagues) but I am sure out there have to be some girl who having same little problems like me :)

                                                                        Load of love 
                                                                        Xxx Kat xxX

Sunday, 9 November 2014

my make up bag essentials

With my job, I do sleep at hotel once or twice per week. I had to learn to have basic stuff with me, what is include make up as well. But I don't want to compromised quality as I do wear it all day long but I don't want to carry massive luggage with me.
Here is few stuff what I cannot live without 
Bourjois volume 1 second mascara

                                                        Urban Decay Basic palette 
                                                       Gosh BB Cream - shade 02 Beige
                                                  Unfortunately I don't know that shade :(
                                                     Gosh natural blush - Rose Whisper
                                                 Make up Revolution Bronze Matte Bronzed
                                              Rimmel Glam'eyes Professional Liquid Liner
I always carry spare earrings with me as I somehow always end up with one ;)

What is your make up essenials?:)
   Loads of love 
Xxx Kat xxX

Saturday, 8 November 2014

yep I am lazy moo...:)

Hello all,

well I wasn't around much.. and its no explanation for it as me being lazy.So I will not even try to find some excuses :)
I just been a stalker. Checked all other ppl profiles, YouTube and have weird pleasure from it. Did like thousands notes with I wanna buy that, I will get this and that :) Its like imaginary shopping list. I do love this time tho..I like to wear hats and be all comfy. :) Everyone have to love Primark winter collection. Going there today. Just need more socks and I will end up with more clothes once again :)

Trust me I have to stop this autumn mood. Its not okay to snuggled up with blanket and be on my sofa most of the day :) Much as I like it I need to do something. I will blame Primark Pjs and blankets..they are soo freeky comfy... especially those fluffy ones :)

Well on other hand..i have new phone :) Iphone 6 and its my baby. Totally in love with it. I taking it with me everywhere :)

Finally bought naked pallet ( yes I am slowly in trend what I should have) :) and I have to admit its pretty amazing. So me saying ,,i don't need it,, year ago was again some my recession as I am being difficult :) 

I becoming slowly brunette... as I am way to lazy to get my ass to hairdresser..and I do actually like my ombre atm. I am naturally light brown so its not really aggressive and massive change. 
But I do like that all natural look. But who knows.. maybe I will change it soon