Wednesday, 7 October 2015

Short Trip /shopping problems

I have love and hate relationship with London. Sound weird I know. I have months when I adore it, and blabber about I want to live there, and another when I am quite glad I am back in my town. But Autumn is season when I love London. Its not too hot, not too many tourist ( Hate when they slow me down). Its easier to get everywhere. And its just something about this season what I find very attractive.
Fashion is one of it, comfy jumper, with jeans and warm shoes. Nothing better as snuggle up yourself in the warm clothing. Plus HATS <3 I discover them recently, and I am addicted :) I never thought they would suit me, but they weirly do :)
I been in London just for few days this time. But like most of the girls I had to have luggage as I have way too many things what I need for sleeping over. Older I get, more stuff I need.

Its not cheapest destination to be. Although if you know where to go its okay. I am glad that Trivago exist, as they do have great offers, I been in the Marble Arch location what is the ideal for me. Everything is close. Especially morning coffee, usually I have take away and go to sit in the park but been windy and I don't fancy to get cold. Rudolf nose isn't a great look for me.  I never start day without coffee.. its just something what I do need to function normally. ( That include talking) My friends knows not to talk with me before I have least one sip. They learn pretty quick never ever touch my cup :) I love them and share everything accept my beloved morning coffee :) I like my coffee black, strong and without sugar..not many my friends like it this way. They usually going for some milky version with shot of something ( Meaning flavor, not alcohol )

And frankly I been there mostly to do shopping. Summer is over and I need new wardrobe - well don't need it, just want it. Lets be honest :) Plus me and my friend having annoying habit to support each other into buying things. Always very supportive with decision if to buy this or that..even I have exact same thing in the different color :)
Sometimes I find myself buying thing what I love, but know its not really for me, and that I WILL WEAR  IT APPROXIMATELY NEVER :D But  I buy it.. not sure why I do that. I usually tell myself something like ,,you need to step outside your comfort zone, this piece is a great start,,
Hope I am not the only one who does that :)
I always go to Soho, and always having sushi, If i could have it for breakfast, lunch and dinner I would be happy. I have it often home, but lets be real - they make it 100% better as me. Mine look like art project of 9 years old child. Its taste good tho. So I guess I would just not share how my looks like :)

Next time when I will be there, I want to find more funky places for coffee or evening wine. I usually going to obvious places. Its okay but its about the time I will try to find something new :) If anyone have some suggestion, please let me know. As I will be going there again next month. Least I hope so, end of the day its just 2 hours drive from where I live. Who knows maybe one day I will move there. London would suit me ;)

Next time I will try to take more pictures as I usually forget :) Going for holiday this Saturday so hopefully I will do post regularly and make loads of pictures. Its depends on wifi connection there. I am lost without 4g :)
                                                            Xxx Kat xxX

Monday, 5 October 2015


Well when I have been teenager I was thinking in my late twenties I will have my life sorted out! Well that was a mistake. 

Just went off the phone with my sister ( she is actually few years older as me, just saying) and we had similar conversation like 12 years ago.. Accept swap tea (back then) for wine (DEFINITELY NOW). Other as that NOTHING CHANGED! we still talking about guys, what they think and why they do this or that. And that question still reminds!!!
,,DOES HE LIKES ME?,, Age or where you are in your life-doesn’t freaking matter. You still having same questions.. ,, why I am not good enough for him,, ,, what I have done wrong,, ,,WHY HE DOESN’T LIKE ME,, ???
Seems like never ending story. So for me, Prince Charming doesn’t exist! I met my share of ugly, slimy frogs! And kissing them was least of the problem ..
And If I met someone who I did like and been excited about it..well I been taken like a friend ( f..k that) or he wasn't ready to settle down or for anything serious. ( ehm, seriously dude?)

My sis asked me..What if he is The One. I really really like him.. What I should do? Pffff honestly I have no idea.. Especially if it’s someone who you love and you know that other person doesn’t have it same way. Its just hard to admit it I guess. Once when you see it, you will move on ( or literally move on to someone else ) Well so like past 10 year (yes I am 28) we will end up with bottle of wine and saying he is a son of …. and not worth it ( what is denial, come on we liked him in first place )

Bridget Jones is start looking like our life story. So stop shaking the asshole tree and expect Prince Charming to fall down.. Not gonna happen.
I will just buy a cat! or wine... ;)

                                                                Xxx Kat xxX

Espresso Kitchen - Love for first time

I discovered absolutely adorable coffee place. Well after last one year I decided step out of mine comfort zone. So did I. I usually don't like changes, so start trying new things, places..been scary for me. Same as fact go alone for coffee just with book. But you know what? It have been pleasant experience :)

Espresso Kitchen - Is a small coffee place in the center of Bournemouth. I walking around this place quite often.. but never went inside. Its adorable little place, full of different aspects of art, random things, smell of homemade cakes..mainly have that atmosphere what is hard to find. And its pretty AMAZING coffee. What pointing fact that Starbucks is opposite and Costa and Cafe Nero are just on the corner. But still I will not go anywhere else again. 

You Have to admit its cute, I am surprise I wasn't there sooner as now, but better late as never.
Inside interior is unique. You can see someone take care of that place with passion and love. Fact what made me laugh was wifi password... just check mirror :) How I said Starbucks is just around the corner .
Another facts what I loved was they had little book selection what you can check there ( not take ;). And I fall in love with one. Its funny, little different, same as this small charming cafe. I will definitely come again soon and order this book :)

 If anyone have any suggestions for nice cafe around Dorset or London let me know. :) I will be more as excited to try them out.

Xxx Kat xxX

Sunday, 4 October 2015

Little intro before explanation

I mean I am the worst person who can have blog. I been so busy with my life I didn't even consider to check blogs. I deleted even that app..

Maybe it's good, who knows. It's not like I am good in this.. But I cannot find my drive. Well that's sound desperate .. 🙈

Last few months been weird. I was trying to find myself, find purpose of loads of things and it's seems I am back on track.i will actually do few post dedicated my holiday and journey how I manage to get back .. And I don't mean blogging. But will be nice to write it all down. 

So keep that short and sweet.. 

                      Loads of love 
                     X x x Kat x x X

Thursday, 22 January 2015

I live far away...

I didn't even check blog or internet last month.
My daddy got really sick and have to had op, I felt really useless and not be able to help. Cannot take time off from work-only option was leave and I cannot afford that. So I was waiting for any news or what will happen. Seems like this is price for being far away from my family.
Thankfully everything is okay now and I book holiday for end of February. Cant wait to be home and see everyone.
Past one month I was thinking if its good thing I am here or should I move back. When I check pro and con I saw I wanna stay here as my life is here, I would not be happy back there. Even with my family I cannot see myself there anymore. Maybe it sound silly or weird but I do love England.

When I moved here those years ago, I never knew I would love this place so much. How I will adore this town or all those ppl who I met. I found love, friends and home. Just when is something happen back home its hard to be there.

I will manage my account better from now on. Hopefully things will get better and I will be myself soon again.

                                                 Loads of love 
                                                 Xxx Kat xxX